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[Feb. 5th, 2005|06:56 pm] |
I can't see the meaning of this life I'm leading
I try to forget you as you forgot me
This time there is nothing left for you to take, this is goodbye
Summer is miles and miles away
And no one would ask me to stay
And I should contemplate this change
To ease the pain
And I should step out of the rain
And walk away
Close to ending it all, I am drifting through the stages
Of the rapture born within this loss
Thoughts of death inside, tear me apart from the core of my soul
At times the dark's fading slowly
But it never sustains
Would someone watch over me
In my time of need
Close to ending it all, I am drifting through the stages
Of the rapture born within this loss
Thoughts of death inside, tear me apart from the core of my soul
AHHHHHHHH MY LIVEJOURNAL WONT LET ME UPDATE, IF I make A NEW NAME IT WILL BE IN THIS POST"<3 you all nothing has really happened in my life, Im single again,(Sorry Kelly), uhm thats about it, I love you all<3333 In my time of need" |
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[Jan. 29th, 2005|11:12 am] |
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Hello kids,Last night I hung out with Brandon, we did the usual stuff that we normally do. Play video games, talk and eat! Then we played a couple games of magic the gathering, yes, we are nerds, so if you dont like it, eat me!:P But anywho, My mom is getting better day by day, but she is still weak and Im still concerned.My uncle has been over a lot and hanging out, so I really think thats cool, because I didnt get to see him for a few months. We ordered pizza, and at most of it( Brandon and I are Fatty fat fats). But I had a good time, I accidentally fell asleep though, SORRY BRANDON!!! It was my lack of sleep throughout this entire week. But I feel okay today and I would like to say I love you kiddos and Kelly I love you hunny!!
How'd your day go?
-Jimmy<3 |
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|09:03 pm] |
Hello everyone! So how have you been? I've been kind of down, Im worried about my Mom, because she got injured at work and she is very weak. So wish with me that she will have the strength to fight through all this pain and heal as soon as possible. So wish that she regains her health with me!! I love my Mom soo much, I dont know what Id do without her.
But on the lighter note, I got my Ju-on DVDs in the mail and SIlent Hill 3, thanks to my baby Kelly!! I love you!! Anywho, I hope you are all doing well, thats all I have to say, so If I've seemed stressed and a little down, its becasue Im worried and I am sorry.<3 you all
-Jimmy |
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[Jan. 17th, 2005|09:39 pm] |
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MY weekend was GREAAAT!!! Getting to spend it with my Baby Kelly<33 Im going to miss her for the next month, missing to have her in my arms. But thats about it, I hung out with her all weekend and could'nt have asked for a better time. THats it kiddos!!! I love you Kelly and <3 you Kids |
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[Jan. 13th, 2005|04:47 pm] |
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So today was an interesting day, Im tired and moody today. So that sucks, all these super religupos kids are saying that its the end of the world and jesus is coming. Well if it is, see you in 10,000 years. When I come back from hell, you motherfuckers. The rain is pissing me off because it is decreasing my chances on seeing Kelly this weekend, and its felt like an eternity since I've seen her. Hopefully something miraculous happens. who needs to believe in anything for some sort of miracle to happen. Let the fire burn! As you can tell Im very aggravated. Fucking everything seems to be a false cause, as much as I dont want to believe that its that way, it really does seem like it.
Today at school I had a math exam that I probably got a C on. I also had a French exam that is variable, I dont thinK i did too bad on it, I feel terrible because I need to really get started on my project for english and choose another book to read. I felt like an absolute dick today, I dont know why, the way I was all day, so I appologize to those in my wrath. I also learned that people piss me off, JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!! ITS YOUR SENIOR YEAR, DONT DROP OUT!!! ITS NOT THAT BAD, YOU'VE BEEN IN SCHOOL FOR ABOUT 10 YEARS NOW, SO WHY GIVE THE FUCK UP NOW. man... I dont fucking understand, things cant be that bad, Just that lack of effort, that oh I dont need to go, we arent doing anything, well at least you're doing something, instead of sitting at home not doing anything. This is a message for all those who plan on dropping out or tend to slack off. Think about your future without education, think about what your fucking parents have done for you, even if they are dicks, they pay for you rto go to school and everything, dont dissapoint them!!!\\
On top of all this, the rain just needs to stop, its going to ruin my plans for this weekend.Fucking rain.
Im being such a pessimist right now, I think Im just stressed out from a ton of bullshit.I have'nt been able to sleep much lately, I dont know whats going on, but I feel like breaking down a lot. But thats about all Ive been doing, going to school and hanging around. <3 you all. |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2005|11:34 pm] |
Fuck you forever by.Jimmy Mam
I never knew that I could simply just say fuck you
This tranquil serenity that flows through,
thus I can spill it forth again,
with you its not too hard to comprehend
Ive driven inside you,nautical queen
To a world full of forgetful things
this mad world its hard to say no
but we just just push foward and go
step into our mad mad world
fall without direction into the swirl
tell me again to forget you girl
tell me again to forget you boy
tell me again to remember hatred
tell me again to say,fuck you forever
You never knew that I could simply just leave you
Sitting through this shit that you do
Thus I can spill it forth again
Your emotions,shit I dont give a damn
Ive taught you twice,You Student fiend
Lie down faith believer and spread your wings,
is there a problem left to you
have you left us upon dark skies too
This mad mad world its hard to say no
But we just push forward and go
In your shaking eyes images swirl
get trapped in our mad world
fall witohut direction into the swirl
tell me again to forget you girl
tell me again to forget you boy
tell me again to remember hatred
tell me again to say,fuck you forever |
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[Dec. 31st, 2004|11:06 pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON!!!!!!!!!! <3333
LIVE LONG AND LIVE STRONG YOU SILLY CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER@@!!!!!AHAHHAHAHAAHHAABHAHHHHHHHHHH
BAh bah yah yah da da!!!
<333 |
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[Dec. 24th, 2004|11:03 pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL TIME!! I LOVE YOU ALL<33333 |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|05:25 pm] |
Wish list By Jimmy Mam 12/23/04
Tell me if you shiver like I do
When I follow the ribbons
Piercing force forward for you
All that was ever given
All that was never saved
All that was left behind
All our choices enslaved
Tell me if you tremble like the earth
To quiver your lips between words
Touch your hand as if we we're nursed
Is this absent so absurd?
I never questioned myself as I do now
It’s the oddest thing to see through someone else’s eyes
But I've never questioned my love renounced
In this enigma that I feel deprived
We held our hands in stone again
We set the writing day by day to the world
Your absence is difficult to comprehend
What I wish for this holiday is, my girl
Merry Christmas and happy holidays<3 |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2004|07:54 am] |
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I fucking love cashew and sugar cookies!! they taste soo damn good when you dont have school!!!! woo thanks for the snow( god's dandruff) he forgot to use head and shoulders : divine eternity. anywho I havent been doing much beisdes stuffing my fat face! Yestearday I hung out with Jess,Brandon and Kristen, that was fun stuff, I drew all over Jess's walls. umm drove aroudn to places with them ,ate at Cici's, only becauise I had to , if I didnt I wouldve died.mmm lets see, Ive been listening to music all morning! I love you all, becareful!! Muwah!!!!!-kisses- |
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[Dec. 19th, 2004|11:06 pm] |
Hey yo!! This weekend was fun,I watched movies all weekend, but what else can you do when its freaking 10 degrees outside? Not go to high st. and freeze my ballz off. I need my balls to reproduce with!
Friday- Friday I came home and sat around for most of the day. I called Farron to see what she was up to. So her and Tony came over and chilled for about 3 hours. We watched a hell of a lot of G4 it was awesome. Had some chicken!! Ch CH Ch CHURCH's CHi CHIKEN!!! anywho, that was it for them, they bounced. Then Jess, Kristen and Brandon came over, had lots of fun looking at spooky things on the net. WHO LOVES THE CHOCOLATE!!!!! Jess.Brandon and I talked for about 5 hrs, it was aweosme!!
Saturday- about the same thing happened, BUT I MADE CHOCLATE BROWNIES!!!MmmmMmmm
Sunday- Ate some cookies and pizza at Jess's, mmm tarts were the shiz!!
How about you? pikachu, buggaboo, crazy jew...... Im done GOODNIGHT<3!! |
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|11:37 pm] |
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HANGING OUT WITH JESS KRISTEN AND BRANDON, mOVVIEEEE NIGHT<3 |
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|11:33 pm] |
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today was like any normal day, there was school and the super sub made me sick. THen I came home and hung out with Tony and Farron for a little bit. We ate chicken and watched Farron's new Aqua teen box set. She bought me this awesome doodle calender. THANK YOU Mamasita!!!<333 Id like to also thank Tony Dini for Dig Dug 2 !!!<33333 umm what else, I love you all, if your new to my link, give me some props in the comments<3 |
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|03:54 pm] |
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9 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS NIGGA!!!!! I love you all and I promise I will have a good update soon<3 HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! |
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[Dec. 7th, 2004|10:40 am] |
Its been a long time kiddos, sorry, I still love you all, Ive been really out of it lately, I don't quite feel myself, I feel very lost. I dont know, everythings been pissing me off lately.
Today- It was fun , school was school, I got all my homework done there. After school I stayed with Bryan in his class, it was fun, I was brwosing the internet for a little bit. After that, Tony came back and took us to Bryan's house, we all hung out today. Well Tony left to go see Jana, of course. Then Bryan and I hung out for a bit, made some pizza, it looked like a disaster. But it was damn good, Bryan, dont give me mustard:). After playing Halflife 2 deathmatch on his computer, we walked down to Westland Highschool to watch the Gymnastics show, but it was 3 dollars. We are 2 very poor boys. So we could'nt stay, I seen the wonderful Ms.Drake in the corner of my eye.
We walked back home and watched Hero, I give that movie props, it was damn good. Then we watche dsome more tv, critcizing some shitty bands and what not, THen I had to leave:(
how was your day? |
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[Nov. 16th, 2004|11:04 pm] |
HAPPY HALF LIFE 2 DAY!!!!
Bdubz,It was 4:40 , I grabbed my xbox, I sold it and retreaved a copy of Half Life 2, At this moment, I became a dick amonghst my friends, another customer to the clerk, and a PC god to myself. I came home after Tony had dropped off Shaun. I installed it and ITS FUCKING AMAZING!!! AHHHHHHHHHH IM GOING TO PLAY IT ALL NIGHT!!! <33 HAPPY HALF LIFE 2 DAY I LOVE YOU!!!! |
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[Nov. 16th, 2004|02:00 am] |
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This week looks like Im going to be losing a lot of sleep talking to the wonderful Ms.Jordan everynight, shes so freggin awesome! Im sleepy and I want pie. |
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|08:34 pm] |
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Im sitting here and Ryan calls, me, HE HAS HALF LIFE 2 !!!! AHH MOTHER FUCKER, IM GOING TO KILL HIM SOO BAD!!!!!!!!! IM goign to dream about playing half life until I get the damn game, I am sad now, I had a good day, I miss a lot of people.<33sorry so short |
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| <3love youz all<3 |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|11:25 am] |
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Its been a long time since Ive updated, sorry for those who love me. Not much has been going on with my life, just school and parting away from the dickholes in my life. Basically saying " hey fuck you, you've never done anything for me, after all I've done for you" Something like that. I've just been hanging out with Tony and shiz. Mr.Barrett I have'nt got to hang out with in about 2 months, I t ihnk, I miss him. I met some new people, Jana had introduced me to a wonderful comical lass by the name of Jordan. I also met a girl named Trish and a funny guy named Doug, working at the school play, "The Canterville Ghost", For Mr.Johnson on Friday and Saturday.
Friday- I went to school, same old same old, Im tired of the way someone is treating my friend Bryan.<333,
I did'nt really pay attention in any of my classes. After school I hung out with Tony, we are waiting for
HALF LIFE 2!!!!!! OH MY GOD, anywho,we hung out until we had to get dressed and be super sexified.
He wore a pressed swearter and I wore my Pinstripe suit, we are always quite the duo. At the show we passed out programs
bright yellow ones:), I enjoy the show, everyone in the show are great. Jordan steals the show though, she plays her part
flawlessly. After the show, the cast invited Tony and I to go to P.f Changs with them,We raced them to the restaurant
I reached in my pocket , what a surprise,There was air there, so I ran over to my sisters work place and borrowed 20 off of her. Then I treated TOny and myself to some fried rice,which was like dried rice, but it was kinda good, it was just dry. Doug did'nt eat his veggies, so I did. I got a fortune in my fortune cookie that said " A mysterious person will soon enter your life" So we all said its probably an old man. So afterwards we go outside and Jana tries to do something to Tony , Im not exactly sure what, but, she falls and rolls a few times on the ground, it was hilarious. That was the night.
Saturday-I woke up adn I was tired, so I went back to sleep, I have no idea how many times I did that, but I know I slept for more than half of the day. I woke up and washed the dishes and then got ready for the play. I had to find an outfit, I wore this grey blue shirt with some white slacks. Then Tony came, I fell asleep in the car, We declared tuesday HALF LIFE 2 DAY AT MY HOUSE!!!! ASK ME FOR DETAILS!!!
Then we got to the school. Tony was hogging all the glory of passing out the programs, cutting in front of us to give them the programs first. But I got my kills in. After that we watched the play for a little bit. We had to go out and help with intermission, Trish spilled the pop and it covered 1/3 of the table. It looked like a mushroom cloud. Tony,Bryan and I had to finish of the last of the pops. After the show, Kim invited us to the cast party. It was fun, I was thirsty. Mr.Johnson and Mr.Wedendorf(sp) opened their director gifts. It was soo funny, they were saying puns to one another. Like " You better watch it", " are you trying to tick me off" It was great. Then the boys were singing songs, it was quite entertaining. Jordan was keeping care of her Nano pet, I told her to beat it. -4!!!! anywho it was a great time there, even though we lost Andrew to the hands of Ms.Swanson herself. But yeah that was last night.<3
Sunday-HOMEWORK DAY!!! |
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